Motherhood

After showering and blow drying my hair this morning, I walked into the kitchen to find Kaya, head down, intently working on a drawing. I walked over to her and rested my head on hers. “What you up to,” I asked?  She quickly covered up her picture,  “Don’t look!” she grinned, “I’m not done yet.”…

You Are Never Alone

Do you have moments when you feel utterly alone? Do you sometimes wish you could change your life or the circumstances in it? Do you sometimes question, “why me?”….well I do…and today was one of ‘those’ days. Kaya had a very difficult morning and that translated into… “mom had a very difficult morning” as well.…

A Pink Party

Sushi, coloring, popcorn, spinning, mud, painting nails, playing dress up, bugs, lizards, worms, and…pink. These are some of the things my Evee loved…but she really…really loved the color pink. Evee had to have the pink cup, the pink plate, the pink dress, the pink dinosaur…she actually named her first toy dinosaur, Pinky. And for her…

Christmas Memories

This week is Christmas….this week marks four months without my two loves….this week we celebrate Christmas without them…but they celebrate Jesus’ birth with Christ himself! The last several days I’ve thought of celebrating the coming week without half of my family and it breaks my heart. But as I’ve reflected on the joyous memories of…