You Are Never Alone

Do you have moments when you feel utterly alone? Do you sometimes wish you could change your life or the circumstances in it? Do you sometimes question, “why me?”….well I do…and today was one of ‘those’ days. Kaya had a very difficult morning and that translated into… “mom had a very difficult morning” as well.…

Our Eternal Reward

“My dear Heavenly Father… please send Thy comfort and peace…bless me with restful sleep and dreams of Ryan and Evee…help me to do Thy will and love others like Ryan and Evee would and do…in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.” ——————————————- I’m at the starting line of a big race…my family is with me…Ryan…

Slumped

The last two weeks I’ve felt tired. Unmotivated. Stressed. Unsure. Lonely. Heartbroken. Scared….I’ve been in a slump. Each night for the last two weeks I set my alarm for 6am…with the determination to run, exercise or to study the following morning….but when my alarm sounds…I groan in tired displeasure and hit snooze until I have…

A New Day

The sun slowly rises above the mountain peaks and wakes my tired eyes. I lay still unable to really move. My ribs shift painfully as I try edging out of bed. The staples in my stomach and the fracture in my lower back are physical reminders of the deep hole now left in my heart.…